Daily Draw 09/29/2012

 

Gyspy

Constancy – Thought – Letter

Thoughts regarding/about an activity or task. Exchange of ideas/thoughts regarding a task/event/activity.

 

Skat

Queen of Hearts – Queen of Clubs – Ace of Spades

Frustrations regarding a decision/end. Loss/End of something is causing frustration/grief. Melancholy?

Also, I probably need to call mom today. Haven’t done so in a bit.

 

Small Lenormand

11 Rods – 28 Gentleman – 36 Cross

Important conversations with/regarding a man. Man’s got something on his mind, needs to talk about something that’s important to him (or bugs him).

Official matter bugging man. Something going wrong which leads to frustration/irritation.

Conversation regarding troubling news. Important news are being communicated/talked about.

Daily Draw 09/26/2012

 

Gypsy

Ecclesiastic – Money – Sadness

Feeling down, mood not being that great. Something causing grief and sadness. Money, maybe, but probably generally something that is dear to me. Missing something ‘important’ in my life.

Skat

10 of Diamonds – 9 of Spades * – Queen of Diamonds

Stability being questioned or upset today. Something making me feel uneasy and insecure. Could be related to a woman.

Small Lenormand

13 Child – 1 Rider – 9 Bouquet

New dynamics and new trends creating a feel of optimism and motivation. New inspirations, feeling creative. Beginning of a new creative endeavor.

A new creative endeavor that means a lot to me, brings happiness.

Feeling ambivalent about a message from a woman or event.

News from a woman.

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Gypsy

Sweetheart – Child – Fidelity

New beginning, fresh start, renewal. Constant progress/improvement.

=> starting to get my creative motivation back … slowly.

Skat

Jack of Spades – 8 of Spades * – 10 of Clubs

Negativity and lies lead to quite a bit of stress and quarrels. Differences of opinion due to lies.

=> no lies I can think of. For once, I had a sudden, unexpected mood swing in the evening, bad, feeling extremely depressed and down for no apparent reason. Then, hubby coming in highly irritated as he’s got a meeting today, and no one could tell him when it would take place as well as a hearing test (test not being the prob, but leaving his co-worker to cover for him when she doesn’t know what' she’s doing, so he already expects a mess to have to be fixed when he gets back from the test).

Small Lenormand

29 Lady – 27 Letter – 19 Tower

Official news, news from an institution/public place. Brief withdrawal/retreat. News/message from abroad/further away.

Short-term sadness leading to withdrawal; refusal.

Negative news (from further away). Important news.

=> news, if so, hubby with his meeting that seems rather chaotic. His immediate boss seems to have forgotten to tell him so he first heard of it from a co-worker, and then neither boss nor co-workers could agree on the exact time of meeting … plus the hearing test.

=> short-term sadness, in the evening, when I had a rather odd mood swing. Still not sure what that was about … it wasn’t fun, I know that much.

Daily Draw 09/25/2012

 

Gypsy

Sweetheart – Child – Fidelity

New beginning, fresh start, renewal. Constant progress/improvement.

Skat

Jack of Spades – 8 of Spades * – 10 of Clubs

Negativity and lies lead to quite a bit of stress and quarrels. Differences of opinion due to lies.

Small Lenormand

29 Lady – 27 Letter – 19 Tower

Official news, news from an institution/public place. Brief withdrawal/retreat. News/message from abroad/further away.

Short-term sadness leading to withdrawal; refusal.

Negative news (from further away). Important news.

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Gypsy

Fortune – Message – Widower

Positive message/news from a person. It might be a wise idea to do some serious reflection today. A message requires introspection/contemplation. Initially good news aren’t so good on second thought/look.

=> Unsure. Wrote to the script writers I test for that I’ve got PSP programs re-installed, am back up and running for all I can tell. Starting to feel like getting creative myself again.

Skat

King of Spades – Ace of Spades – 8 of Diamonds

News from a man regarding decision which leads to a positive change. It is time to make an important decision in a matter that’s been lingering for a while. Change is in the air …

=> news, no, me e-mailing the ladies, yes. Otherwise, trying to figure out, what I want to do. Need to come up with something but feeling somewhat reluctant whether to work on a kit or script, CU elements …?

Small Lenormand

13 Child – 20 Park – 18 Dog

Friend is officially announcing a new beginning/change. Making the step to publicly announce something dear to my heart (or someone else’s heart). Announcement about a change/new beginning.

Official/public event concerning a group of people.

Short-term frustration that soon fades away.

Announcement of official event.

=> me contacting the ladies, I assume, that I’m back.

Quintessence: 15 Bear

Strength and perseverance are necessary. Standing one’s ground. Possibly a touch of frustration and irritation.

=> feeling a bit frustrated, not sure what to do in terms of my own projects. Still a bit weary …

Daily Draw 09/24/2012

 

Gypsy

Fortune – Message – Widower

Positive message/news from a person. It might be a wise idea to do some serious reflection today. A message requires introspection/contemplation. Initially good news aren’t so good on second thought/look.

 

Skat

King of Spades – Ace of Spades – 8 of Diamonds

News from a man regarding decision which leads to a positive change. It is time to make an important decision in a matter that’s been lingering for a while. Change is in the air …

 

Small Lenormand

13 Child – 20 Park – 18 Dog

Friend is officially announcing a new beginning/change. Making the step to publicly announce something dear to my heart (or someone else’s heart). Announcement about a change/new beginning.

Official/public event concerning a group of people.

Short-term frustration that soon fades away.

Announcement of official event.

Quintessence: 15 Bear

Strength and perseverance are necessary. Standing one’s ground. Possibly a touch of frustration and irritation.

 

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Yesterday’s Cards

Gypsy

Constancy – Thief – Fidelity

Temporary loss of stability/peacefulness. Short-term upset that quiets down quickly again. Careful not to waste my time/effort/energy, keeping a steady pace.

=> felt tired all day, especially in morning very irritable. Windows barking at me that my new Windows copy hadn’t been activated properly … gave me a start at first, but re-activation went pretty OK.

Skat

King of Diamonds – Ace of Diamonds – 8 of Hearts *

News/message from a man might be somewhat unsettling/upsetting. Negative or unfavorable news/message from/regarding man.

=> well, not a man but my PC when I was informed that the activation of my Windows apparently had not gone through properly and I had to re-do the activation. Went fairly smooth. I just don’t care much for automated systems …

Small Lenormand

21 Mountain – 14 Fox – 33 Key

Temporary issues/setbacks/problems/obstacles. Careful not to waste energy needlessly. Pacing myself, applying time/effort wisely.

=> re-activation of Windows. Feeling rather tired and irritable most of the day. But, felt better as day went on, and re-activation went fairly smooth, everything checks out now. Knocking on wood.

Quintessence: 32 Moon

Success, achievements, recognition. But also, emotional state. Having to navigate emotions/subconscious impulses.

Daily Draw 09/23/2012

Gypsy

Constancy – Thief – Fidelity

Temporary loss of stability/peacefulness. Short-term upset that quiets down quickly again. Careful not to waste my time/effort/energy, keeping a steady pace.

 

Skat

King of Diamonds – Ace of Diamonds – 8 of Hearts *

News/message from a man might be somewhat unsettling/upsetting. Negative or unfavorable news/message from/regarding man.

 

Small Lenormand

21 Mountain – 14 Fox – 33 Key

Temporary issues/setbacks/problems/obstacles. Careful not to waste energy needlessly. Pacing myself, applying time/effort wisely.

Quintessence: 32 Moon

Success, achievements, recognition. But also, emotional state. Having to navigate emotions/subconscious impulses.

Daily Draw 08/25/12

Small Lenormand

26 Book - 9 Bouquet - 24 Heart

An unexpected nice gesture. Someone will tell me of something very nice. A heartfelt gesture/compliment. Learning a new 'trick', likely artistically/creatively - inspiration.

Quintessence: 23 Mice

Hmm, interesting quintessence. Lack of something. With the book, I wonder, if accessing my creativity might not be somewhat hampered and/or stiffled today. Though with the Heart, I'd say, it'll turn out well.

Yesterday's Cards: 13 Child - 26 Book - 18 Dog

Actually, news from a fellow designer regarding her pregnancy comes to mind here. However, the news was rather tragic and sad. Started on the collab but after initial 'spark', it fizzled quickly. That appears to become the 'norm' for me here lately in the area of creativity - I have an idea, and then I can't get it to look right when I start making it. Driving me absolutely nuts!

 

Skat

Ace of Diamonds - King of Hearts - Jack of Hearts

Positive news from/through a man (hubby). Hubby's having a very good day (hopefully). Otherwise, inspiration that will help in my creative endeavors (how I wish!)

Yesterday's Cards: Jack of Diamonds - 7 of Hearts - 7 of Diamonds *

Hmm, I wonder if it was the news regarding the pregnancy that was not going well. Otherwise, I finished the reading requests I had left, which took a bit out of me.

 

Zigeuner

Love - Message - Officer

Something being announced that appears to be very positive. A very heartfelt gesture/message from a man. News regarding a decision that has been made. A call for discipline (OK, now I'm being silly, but, oh well).

Yesterday's Cards: House - Gift - Loss

If something wound up missing or lost, I'm not sure. Things weren't going quite as smooth in the creativity department as I would like. Going is/was rather rough there.

Daily Draw 08/24/12

Small Lenormand

13 Child - 26 Book - 18 Dog

New beginnings are yet uncertain. However, overall, it looks favorable that I can get things going. Taking a light-hearted, playful approach might help as well. New insights/information/news from someone.

Quintessence: 21 Mountain

Need to focus, concentrate, pull energy 'together', rather than spread it out into too many directions. 

Yesterday's Cards: 2 Clover - 10 Scythe - 13 Child

I managed to get several readings done, catching up with requests. Still trying to take it slower, rather than faster. Overall, I still feel rather blocked when it comes to creativity. I've started on a Collab, but just couldn't get the darn thing to look right ... gave up for a little while, re-thinking it.

 

Skat

Jack of Diamonds - 7 of Hearts - 7 of Diamonds *

Creativity, artistic pursuits seem to go well today if I don't let my perfectionism stress me out yet again. I might feel that something's not going right, but can't quite put my finger on why and/or how to get it going right. Maybe, best thing to do is: have fun with it!

Yesterday's Cards: 10 of Clubs - 7 of Spades - Jack of Diamonds

Remembered a collab, trying to get ideas started for it as I'd like to participate. I started on something, but then couldn't get it to look right so I temporarily abandoned it. Still feeling creatively rather blocked.

 

Zigeuner

House - Gift - Loss

Oh, nice ... something goes missing, is being lost. Apparently something that means or has meant quite something to me, was/is dear.

Yesterday's Cards: Sweetheart - Death - Thought

I've been doing brainstorming for the collab, but ideas are, well, scarce. However, I did stop procrastinating, just 'thinking', and began doing/working - readings as well as graphics. Just need to keep going and keep it up.

Daily Draw 08/23/12

Small Lenormand

2 Clover - 10 Scythe - 13 Child

Hope, joy, something fleeting. Seems I might feel like potentially starting something. Could be somewhat of an impulsive action. Feeling rather reluctant to 'pull the trigger'.

Quintessence: 25 Ring

Relationship, contract, group, repitition. In relation to the cards, I know I've got to get cracking on some things for the stores, for real. Have some ideas, just need to get going on them.

 

 

Skat

10 of Clubs - 7 of Spades - Jack of Diamonds

Conflicts, disagreements, friction cause sorrow, sadness and distress. However, only temporarily. Might be looking for a 'creative' solution to overcome those conflicts. Also, need to get creative! Bad. Got ideas, just need to stop doubting myself and think that I can't get it done. 

 

 

Zigeuner

Sweetheart - Death - Thought

Unsure about this - either the end of over-thinking matters, and getting something done. Or, contemplating the end of something. Maybe both. Could go hand in hand - stop just thinking about ending something, and now taking action in order to get it done and over with.

Daily Draw 08/18/12

Small Lenormand

 

29 Lady - 17 Stork - 36 Cross

A negative change, resisting a change I know would be beneficial, but hesitant to pull the trigger. Contemplating an important, yet possibly drastic change/move.

Quintessence: 10 Scythe 

Something drastic, sudden, unexpected. Potentially a harsh cut/change (is needed?).

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Yesterday's Cards

10 Scythe - 7 Snake - 19 Tower

We made an impromptu decision to go to Mobile, drop by Gamestop, he got himself a game, and go grocery shopping there. He surprised me by giving/granting me a very generous amount to go buy me some stuff. Got me 2 books from Kienly, which I honestly did not anticipate arriving until today since I placed the order already evening-time Germany. However, nice surprise, she send them to me last night! Wonderful. Unexpected, but very nice surprise.

 

 

Skat

8 of Diamonds - Queen of Diamonds - Jack of Clubs

Conversations/discussions with a woman might not go as smooth as I hope. Talks about/regarding pets, animals. Might have talks about an official matter we need taking care of. Not sure which one except a couple of bills.

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Yesterday's Cards

King of Clubs - Queen of Clubs - Jack of Spades

I felt absolutely unmotivated to do *anything* at all, especially in the first half of the day. Got a bit better towards evening time, though. I felt guilty and like a bum, but I could not muster up the energy nor drive.

Daily Draw 08/17/12

Small Lenormand

 

10 Scythe - 7 Snake - 19 Tower

A sudden issue arising with an official/public institution. Some kind of complication that might cause a bit of fuss. Also, due to the unexpected nature of the issues, it might cause me to withdraw and/or have to take position on the matter. A woman might be involved here too.

Quintessence: 36 Cross

Definitely something that most likely won't be too terribly pleasant. And, something that needs to be figured out before it causes any further potential issues.

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Yesterday's Cards

16 Star - 28 Gentleman - 17 Stork

He was having a bit of a rough day, when things indeed changed up for him after one of his co-workers suddenly had to leave for personal reasons. Overall, he was trying to figure out as well if/what we might be wanting to do this coming weekend, when he's got off.

 

 

Skat

 

King of Clubs - Queen of Clubs - Jack of Spades

Similar to the Lenormand. Though I'm still having a tough time with so many court cards. Either a couple stirring up quite a bit of fuss (us? Hopefully not, shouldn't, we usually are rather quite people). Otherwise, Complications and issues arising due to negative events, lies.

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Yesterday's Cards

8 of Clubs - 8 of Hearts * - Jack of Hearts

Well, starting to feel well again, true. Had a bit of a minor upset in a matter, but resolved it positively. Wish I could find more inspiration, alas, still lacking a bit. Unexpected 'invitation' to join an old friend on a networking site.

Daily Draw 08/16/12

Small Lenormand

 

16 Star - 28 Gentleman - 17 Stork

Positive changes for/through hubby. Seems, he's got something on his mind he'd like to do.

 

Quintessence: 25 Ring

Relationship or otherwise something that is ongoing, and/or repetitive.

 

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Yesterday's Cards

27 Letter - 29 Lady - 8 Coffin

Had quite a few readings to catch up on. I took my time as I don't want to burn myself out again. Hate I got so backed up and behind once more. There are other things I need to get caught up on as well. Just can't seem to get rested up well these days, again. Hate that.

 

 

Skat

8 of Clubs - 8 of Hearts * - Jack of Hearts

An issue that's been bothering me is beginning to ease up, go away. Things that have been troubling me will change for the better. Increase in inspiration and motivation. Recovery.

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Yesterday's Cards

7 of Spades - Ace of Spades - 9 of Diamonds

Things moved along actually much smoother than anticipated. Thought it be more or a problem and drain, but fortunately, I felt well enough to do several readings without feelings drained and exhausted afterwards. Definitely a welcome change/experience.

Daily Draw 08/15/12

Small Lenormand

 

27 Letter - 29 Lady - 8 Coffin

Communications, exchanges, e-mails. Seems these will be/are important to me. Indeed, there's quite a bit of corrspondence I need to catch up on. However, I need to be sure now to overdo it, for it might end in me being over-burdened and stressed out again, a potential relapse if I'm not careful.

Managed to contract a nasty summer cold over the weekend, and I'm still not 100%. Coffin here would suggest, trying to take things slow, not rush or stress out. Do it step by step, take breaks.

Quintessence: 28 Gentleman

Interesting card. Hmm, communication with hubby that might be either boring or turn out negatively. I know he's already bored at work, poor thing. Otherwise, for me personally, also just simply standing my ground - prioritizing, doing what I can, but not letting myself get pressured and/or rushed. Being self-concsious about what I can, should do.

 

 

Skat

 

7 of Spades - Ace of Spades - 9 of Diamonds

I might not feel too well, bemourn something as I feel that something is not going as well as I'd like it to. There are things I know I might need to end or change. I might need to take a closer look at what burdens me, and might stress me out. Some things will come at me surprisingly and suddenly today. I might get a rather negative vibe and/or experience out of the blue.

Daily Draw 08/09/12

Small Lenormand

 

35 Anchor - 5 Tree - 32 Moon

Tasks and 'jobs' that need to be done today - not necessarily the most exciting, but turns out well if I apply myself. Or, in other words: even though it's rather boring, and possibly takes time, if I do it 'right' by approaching them with a positive attitude, I should feel good about it at the end of it all.

On another note, reminds me of things that kind of bog me down, make me feel rather bored and maybe slightly frustrated as it just seems to drag along ...

 

Quintessence: 36 Cross

Definitely something that might be more of a 'crux' than anything else to me. Something, or someone, that makes me feel rather irritated, turning things into chores that I'd rather not do but know I have to get done. Oh, I can think of several ....

 

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Yesterday's Cards:

2 Clover - 31 Sun - 15 Bear

Well, I did several readings yesterday, stretched out over the course of the day. It felt good, and I think (hope!) I did well. Felt slightly irritated as I've not been sleeping well but overall felt well enough to get things done. I was glad that I managed to catch up on the readings as I initially forgot to change my settings ... yikes ...

Furthermore, had several scripts for testing in my inbox ... took forever! That PSP 11 drags something bad. Took me almost over an hour just for 4 scripts to test them in that dreaded program. *ugh* Definitely a PSP version I do *not* miss. And wouldn't use nor have installed if not for script testing purposes. If anyone considers purchasing an older PSP version - do NOT get 11. You'll regret it.

Daily Draw 08/08/12

Small Lenormand

 

2 Clover - 31 Sun - 15 Bear

Small luck or happiness that brings joy and renews/fuels optimism and motivation, enabling me to get things done today. Might find the energy to finally tackle a few things I've been procrastinating on which in turn helps to eel better and more confident.

 

Quintessence: 12 Owls

Talk, stress, hectic, unrest - could be an eventful day with some minor things coming up that need my attention. Could be that overall, I just have to apply myself today. With the cards overall, I should have the energy, drive and motivation to do so.

Daily Draw 07/31/12

Small Lenormand

5 Tree - 29 Lady - 1 Rider

Health might be an issue, keeping up health. Though in the back, I doubt that's going to be a serious topic. Otherwise, feeling somewhat bored. I might feel restless, wanting to do something (and needing to do something, come to think of it) - or, also: needing to get off my stop, stop procrastinating, and get some things done!

Quintessence: 35 Anchor
Task, job - need to get a job/task done. Oh, that's true, so true. Got several things I need to get done today, badly.

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Yesterday's Cards

11 Rod  - 17 Stork - 18 Dog

Me and hubby talked about a few things regarding his job, future plans. Nothing serious, just perusing some options in case things don't pan out with the current one. Otherwise, I didn't have no conversations. Got frustrated with one thing I've been trying to do in PSP but just can't get the darn shading to look right ... *ugh*

Daily Draw 07/30/12

Small Lenormand

11 Rods - 17 Stork - 18 Dog

Conversations bring about change in/for a friendship. Friend speaks of changes, tells of changes or events taking place in their life right now. Possibly something I should relay to a friend - changes, ideas, plans - that this person ought to know.

Quintessence: 10 Scythe
Something rather unexpected, sudden. A surprise - not necessarily the best. Might be a tad shocking at first to learn of this change/event.

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Yesterday's Cards

3 Ship - 13 Child - 21 Mountain

Well, I was extremely frustrated yesterday. Things seemed to start off bad right out of the gate, right when I got up. Rest of the day, I felt rather moody and half-way depressed. I tried hard not to let it get to me, and totally ruin my day - but it wasn't easy keeping a 'smiling face' and attitude. Hubby had one of his 'moods' of discontentment, and it added to the whole slew of issues I ran to in the morning. Definitely a day to pucker up, bunker down, and try not to rock the boat too much - nor make any hasty changes and/or act on impulse.

To me Child + Mountain seemed to indicate the damped spirits, feeling weight down by outside issues.

Daily Draw 07/29/12

Small Lenormand

3 Ship - 13 Child - 21 Mountain

A longed for new beginning is not going to happen today. There's a block of some sort, a hindrance that prevents some things from getting off the ground or being started. Delays might occur. Otherwise as well: dampened spirit, feeling frustrated by (real or imagined) obstacles that won't allow for growth and/or as much change/progress as wished for.
Another interesting way to view the Mountain I came across just recently is the need to focus, concentrate, 'gather' one's strengths and not try to push forward too fast/quick but just restrain oneself for the moment. In that vein, might not be a good time for major changes, or try to push something new, rather, focus, organize, prioritize, plan.

Quintessence: 1 Rider
Activity, movement, news, contacts. Still, seems, that I shall receive news of some sort. It won't be 'quiet', alas, though there's exchange and activity, it might not amount to much today, or go awry, having to put a lot of effort into making anything work out (well) today.

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Yesterday's Cards

20 Park - 17 Stork - 32 Moon

I'm unsure of these. There was a minor incident in the morning time, when we went to the gym, and I found a billfold someone had forgotten. We were able to get in touch with the man, and he was very happy to have it back. I can imagine, it contained quite a bit of information and credit cards. As hubby put it, just looking at the stuff in it, that man would've been in trouble if the wrong person had gotten a hold of that. I was just happy to return it to the man. I know how painful and disheartening it is to have to go first cancel all your cards/accounts, then get new cards send, renew your driver's license etc. Wouldn't wish that on no one if it can be helped. So, in a way, we did receive recognition and gratitude (Moon) from the man by being forthright and forthcoming (Stork) in getting his billfold back to him.
Otherwise, the evening itself was rather uneventful. He's a bit unhappy due to the fact that getting the new cellphones, our budget took a hit, and he's been having his eyes on a scooter lately. None in particular, just in general he wants a scooter all the sudden real bad. I feel another point of frustration come along if/when he doesn't get it as fast as he wants it ...
Then, I got in touch with my mom, told her the news. She was rather sharp and though she didn't come out and say it, I could tell by the way she talked and her tone, she was anything but happy about the changes regarding our phone line. That actually effected me more and deeper than I thought it would. Now I feel rather bad and depressed, wondering if I did the right thing after all.

Daily Draw 07/28/12

Small Lenormand

20 Park - 17 Stork - 32 Moon

Changes within my environment could be beneficial. A public event taking place in the evening time. Gaining reputation within one's social network/environment - or striving to become more publicly known and recognized.

Quintessence: 33 - Key

Security, certainty, safety - something liable and bound to happen/take place. Feeling safe and secure. Having or gaining certainty about something (or someone). Also, success in endeavors.

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Yesterday's Cards

36 Cross - 6 Clouds - 14 Fox

Had a heck of a time adding International calling to my plan. Initially, tried to figure out if Verizon could possibly figure out why my mom couldn't get through. But, according to them, everything seemed to work fine. They suspect, she wasn't dialing it correctly. However, mom said, she was dialing it like she did before ... no idea. And without her being able to understand the message that was being stated, there's no telling for sure. Had a tough time getting tech support on the line anyway - had to call sales representative we got the phones from and she hooked me up. then we had to go through 9-lines-of-you-know-what to get the International calling plan added - come to find out, only one plan per line. I didn't even dare ask how much it would've been for a second line - so we decided, I just put it on my cell phone, nix the home phone. Had to drive back to the mall to bring the equipment back before the 14 days trial period runs out. Made in the nick of time before mall closed. However, next, kicker, we forgot, they still charge you a termination fee of $35 bucks. Got that waved as we got the Wi-Fi service they have. This way hubby can now use it for his Xbox to go and get him some game add-ons, or take it to work, and use it there with his cell phone to get online. Seemed like a fair deal. That way he won't have to bug me all the time and me having to double- and triple-check my bandwidth. I know that made him feel better.
So, after an afternoon of stress, frustration, irritation levels going through the roof, we were able to settle things - hopefully working for everyone. My mom just will have to understand we can't be talking on the phone every day, or for hours on end now neither. Not like we have been, so, I don't expect too much upset ... crossing fingers. That's all I'd need right now ...

Daily Draw 07/27/12

Small Lenormand

35 Cross - 6 Clouds - 14 Fox

Wow, awesome cards. A conflict and/or something that weighs me down appears to stick around today, causing further confusion and irritation. Something is apparently not going right at all. Need to use my brain to sort this one out. Using common sense and not being an idiot probably be a good idea. Also: in a matter that's been heavily on my mind, I need to sit down, and come to a decision, figure out what I want/need to do in this matter. Otherwise, it's likely to keep causing me troubles of one kind of another.

Quintessence: 19 Tower
Standing my ground, but also tendency to shut down, withdraw and simply not wanting to come out of my shell. Possibly, however, also the need to concentrate, focus, take a new perspective on things. A time-out, sitting down, and seriously contemplate might not be that bad a thing/idea either.

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Yesterday's Cards

34 Fish - 25 Ring - 36 Cross

There are two main things that kept coming up yesterday: phone lines, as well as stores.
With this new Internet, I'm keeping an eye on the bandwidth like a hawk, as I'm not sure how exactly this one works. With up- and download bunched up into one 'limit', I'm concerned that keeping all my stores, adding new items might take a toll on it. It does not appear to go down, even if I don't download and/or visit any or many sites during a given day - as the other service did. Just keeps 'stuck' at whatever level it was so far, and keeps on adding to it. And if that is the case, I might be running short on bandwidth quick if I'm not careful. Gosh, how much I despise Satellite Internet and bandwidth limitations!
The other thing is - this new home phone doesn't seem to be working out well. My mom said yesterday she tried to call me on the new number the past week several times, but keeps getting a message (which she doesn't understand, given the fact she barely speaks and/or understands a few basic English words), alas the call won't go through. Tried to talk to a Verizon chat representative, but didn't get nowhere. Can't even register the darn phone number on their site! Keeps giving me the 'can't find number/account' error message. Was way too tired to call them folk down in the mall, where we signed up for it yesterday. Will have to do it today as I need to go and cancel the old home phone ... unless we simply nix the Verizon. Darn, why can't things ever be easy? Just, need to get this sorted out before AT&T charged me for yet another month.
So, those two things probably were indicated here as both are regarding finances and/or contracts and commitments. Commitments to my stores, but also the contracts with the phone lines. And both subjects do weigh on me at the moment as I have to make some decisions in those areas. I hate decisions ... Mice as quintessence in this matter was appropriate, as both subjects been gnawing and eating away at me, wanting/needing to be dealt with.

Daily Draw 07/26/12

Small Lenormand

34 Fish - 25 Ring - 36 Cross

Well, guess depends on how I'd like to see the Cross at the end. Intensifying the Ring could indicate a relationship, connection, commitment and/or promise made will become more relevant and important to me. With Fish as first card, either an emotional connection that will deepen and intensify today, or a financial obligation that might become more pressing (such as a bill, spending money on something or financial status). There's one such thing that I need to have clarified within the next few days, indeed, regarding out home phone situation.
Or, viewing Cross more harshly, it might also indicate that a relationship is taking somewhat of a toll on me, weighing on me and being important and/or frustrating me today. Naturally, some holds true for financial matters - they are troubling me somewhat today, causing an emotional stir/uneasiness.

Quintessence for these would be: 23 Mice

Which would give the reading a more negative slant, indicating a possible loss or feeling of loss, anxiety, fear, worry, something eating away at me. So, there might be emotional trouble of some sort - maybe old memories resurfacing, or a relationship having a negative effect on me emotionally. Might have to make some changes in 'relationships', and, there are some I have in mind I hate to even think about but probably need to make a decision on.

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Yesterday's Cards:

4 House - 7 Snake - 28 Gentleman

Trip to town went, eventful, lol. We started off fairly OK, not too late, fortunately. I was afraid of that since it was his first off-day yesterday, and that he might sleep in a bit too long and we run into issues with store opening hours. But, that wasn't the case. Started off normal, than, we started hitting 'snags'. A bad car wreck (gosh, I hate them! I so pray everyone's alright/going to be alright), everyone rubber-necking (why do people do that?). Then it started pouring down as we got closer to town - bad ... and I mean, bad, bad. For some time, we could hardly see the highway anymore. And, everyone started driving accordingly, meaning, slowing down to almost a halt. Overall, driver's seemed to be a tad more erratic yesterday, and the trip down was somewhat stressful and unnerving. That's probably our lovely Snake. Otherwise, once we were in town, everything went smooth. Trip back home as well. No trouble at/in the home, fortunately.

Daily draw 07/25/12

Small Lenormand
4 House - 7 Snake - 28 Gentleman
Private/domestic complications related to hubby. Someone causing a bit of fuss. Things may drag out today. I guess that trip later today ma take longer than originally planned.